Letter to Bella XVI - Mon enfance

Dear Bella,

When your letter arrived I was feeling violated. Desperately trying to discover the seeds of its existence. Perhaps I shall succeed before finishing my story. It's much too early to say, but I'm hopeful.

There are certain words whose meaning I can't understand yet. Like last night, I found the word ephemeris altogether mysterious. I feel enamoured of the word now. So what?! So nothing.

Speaking for myself, the author of this human character, I cannot stand repetition: routines divides me from potential novelties within my reach. So here I find myself enamoured of a different word every week. I don't struggle no more my bella. It's futile trying to struggle. How can one disguise the simple fact that the entire world is somewhat sad and lonely with it's own routine? Languages are the only escape from this boring routine. Forbidden to touch...but to be heard and sang. And with all my affection I write you this in my poor but intimate francais:

"Je crois que non domestiques restants je maintiennent mon enfance intact"

Please darling, let yourself confront the pleasure that you have never before experienced and take full advantage of this well-earned solitude, at the radio...which should be played at full volume, of the room spaciousness, some instant coffee, additional flavor or a especial affair.

My hair is growing longer again. My character hasn't changed either. Quite stupid, and damn sentimental.Sometimes I think that is because I'm sick, but of course that is only a very good pretext.

To my surprise, Julia wrote me a letter, saying that somebody talked to her about my paintings and wants me to contact a curator in Sao Paulo. I'm frustated with her, so I won't do it. And besides, I'm dedicated to my new project with Proxy apparel. We have many things to talk about this business, but I'm not going to bother you now with such differences of opinion. In September we will talk for hours, now I only can tell you that me coming to America has been the swellest thing ever happened to my life.

Here goes my love to you, let me know the sex of your baby as soon as you find out. I'll send a present for the future citizen of the world.

much love from your amada

beijos.